Joker...

i have been thinking about this for quite sometime.. Am i turning myself into a joker that people makes fun of?. Normally i will let jokes on me passed with a sense of humor and sometimes joined in the laugher. But i realise more and more often this have been taken advantage of. More than often these jokes had been created out of no where and some people will like harp on these when its not amusing at all. One time, two times, even three times i may still treat it as a joke, but as it continues, i think i fall into a trap of been a joker. As more and more of these happens, i cannot help but think the image, character i had protrayed could have been wrong. Smiling and let issues passed without challenging them may have led people thinking i dun mind and a easy push over. i had always treasure friendship and wants the best for others, but it does not apply to all. Smiling and walking away may not be aways good. Friendly yes but no push over. Because of that, people dun really takes ur suggestions into serious consideration.

I guess i need to reflect on myself.... Dun let people step on your good intentions.